Hi ok here to post again,
having business and finance again now.
the lesson is so boring, now my lecturer is calling us to play scissors paper stone now sia.
can u imagine?hais...

btw, went to VIP 11/10 retreat last weekend. went there tgt with shi yuan mei. was nearly late
because of shi yuan.she forgot to bring her wallet hais...

chatted on our way there. went there, talk to my red cross friends, had a great catch up with them.

had bbq, the juniors are not very good at starting fire, so helped out in 4 pits :)

ate some food, played games, the game is fun sia, haha and i m in team 4 haha. i m always in team 4 sia haha. my team manage to guess scenarios most accurately to the organiser's scene haha. so we are the winners haha:)

After than played cards at the parade square and went out with hong yi, cc, stephen, zaidi, hong yi, calvin, lian jun jie, etcetc lazy to say out all haha. ard 1am plus.

eat, chat until dunno wat time haha.

went back, bath, continue playing cards in the west room until 5am plus, walked ard and then slept at 6 plus am, woke up ard 7 plus, because it was to cold.

played fris bee, with hong yi, calvin, lian jun jie, yong kuang, jia ming, etcetc.

after that played ball then breakfast, ate a lot during break fast because a lot of them cant finish it hais...

chatted joked a lot with jun jie, hong yi, ye jing, xiao li, wei yang, a 11/10 trainee, all of us laughed like mad, hong yi's sir face was red lols...

After that had captain's ball competition, teamed with calvin, jun jie, shi yuan, jeslyn, ye jing, khairul. first match, was against the 11/ 10 trainees, trashed them wow haha. was quite relax, but the seniors still say we must put more water, let them lols... score was 12- 2 dont worry juniors, your skills will be better next time.

second game, was hong zhou, stephen, zhi qi's team against hong yi, wei yang's team. hong yi sir's team won, by just one score, close one haha. but is hard to win against hong yi sir, as hong yi is 190 cm tall, plus a bench, is was like wow, and when he tries to raise his hands to get a ball?he looks like a moving basketball ring haha...

as hong yi's team n my team won, our team went head to head, it was the toughest match for the day, but my team still won hurray!!!bye 4 or 5 goals, manage to block down hong yi sir one time haha wow.

after that rested. for 10mins, next match was between 11/10 and my seniors, the juniors again kena trashed, but my batch cheered for them still, hey we protect our juniors, de, although we won them a lot for the first game.

rested for 10 mins again then played against the 11/10 again, my team won haha.

won all the matches that my team played haha good good good.

after that walk to bedok for mac, with ye jing, shu ying, hong yi, lian jun jie, xiao li, etcetc, after that calvin, zhi qi, hong zhou joined too.

everybody was dropping dead, as we never sleep well.

next day, monday, first day of school, wa, really cannot wake up in the morning sia,
cos not enough sleep. but i m not late for sch haha.

first day of sch, hmmm still ok, just that i m really very tired hais...

got back my engineering math (2) common test result, 89/100 sian quite disappointed, as i had 3 careless mistakes, although is an A+ still, but wanna get AD haha... aiming for that.

and the most irritating thing was, i got one question wrong, and i dont understand y, cos to me, that is correct, so i asked my lecturer, he said, i dunno y wrong lei, not i mark one.

i was like wtf, but u r a lecturer, u should know wat is right and wrong lei hello!!!!

really irritated by that.hais nvm.

after that work at kumon,

"THANKYOU" to that person siting at d,e,f during sat FOR LEAVING 8 THICK STACKS OF WORKSHEETS UMARKED DURING SATURDAY.

lucky i managed to clear off those worksheets that students hand up on monday, or else it will be crazy on wed.

THANKS to that person.grrrr...........

and today, i need to go back to work just to mark. hais...

ok lazy to type le, byebye everyone.

pictures will be uploaded at my next post.

byebye zq signing out.:)

Looking at my phone,
it leads my mind to u.

Looking at my computer,
it leads my mind to u again,

Looking at my wallet,
it leads to u.

When my mind is on u,
i m ... ... ...

Missing and worrying for u 24/7,
loves u.

Blow wind blow, blow away all the spider webs haha.
wow it had been nearly a month since i last updated my blog,
and now, dec is just around the corner already.

anyway, i had been very busy for this month, everyday sleep at 4 or 5 am then wake up at 6+am. had been like that for one whole month, haha...
so i can fall asleep anytime haha.
even whe my friend is just finding his pen for me, i can fell asleep in that shirt period of time lols..

too much project n things to be done already. hais...
when now i love breaks, at least i get to sleep 10mins haha...

wah even typing this postt, i also fell alseep haha...

i had truly become a pig le la right?

but over all feeling for this month was angry and sleepy n tired,
reaching my limit.

went kitty lab n food fare at expo the other day,
had lots of fun with dear, is good looking at her laughing happily.
ate lots of food too, very nice.

all the food was intro by dear:)

wah even typing this post, can doze of for 5 times le haha...
eye bags are all out, haha.

ok i must go do thins le,

ok i m signing off le bb

hmmm hi, i m here to update again.

hais....
yesterday, went for Outdoor Activities,
hmmm had quite a fun time there haha,
i was inchrage of admin and gadget making,
chat there, have fun etcetc during the workshops,
and also polished up my skills,
because u had not been touching OA for quite a long time haha.

will be going got the 14th accreditation too, because there will be a shortage of manpower
because of UIP. so good luck for us working on the accred haha.

after the workshop,
i was so tired and hungry haha
went to pioneer station to had my dinner,
was tired n hungry, so never eat alot also.

haha.

TODAY
woke up at 11plus then stayed at home,
my desktop dunno y siao siao, the keyboard cannot use, so i m using my laptop now, will dc anytime, hate it sia.

hais...but got nothing to do lor, so i m blogging here,
later having driving lesson at 5-6.30, dunno wat will i be learning now, cos my instructor teach me everything le, hmmm dunno y, i felt a little stress when driving lesson is coming lols...
also scared i cannot pass my practical lor lols...

then after that i duno wat i doing le haha.

hais... wat happened, totally had no idea,
so this is wat will happened when i never start everyday....

hai ok i m here to blog again,
not feelin very well these few days,
my body seems to be failing me hais..

at first planned to rest at home, but hmmm somethings happened, then cannot rest hais...
sad...

having flu, cough, sore throat and fever does not feel very good sia
is very sick hais..

wanna do hings like you xin wu li like that lols...

ok,
schooling ytd,
first module is material design application,
the lecturer dunno y, still talking as though he is talking to himself,
so i m talking and yi xuan slept through it lols.

after that is mark period,
hmmm his module was quite fun ba,
funny at times haha,
we had a mini debate,
everyone was so active,

talking and saying out their own thinking haha.
nearly fight ba lols...

after went home, bathe rest then went to work le,
after work, went home, dunno y, canot sleep even when i m so tired,
flipping around my bd for hours, but still cant get my eyes closed hais...

now, very sick and tired,
ok haha lazy to type anything le,
byebye.

haha lols this is onli my 210 post haha lols...
after creating this blog for so many years lols...

hmmm ok shall update now,
hmmm ok yesterday, the business and finance lesosn and tutorial is really dry and boring,
so dont need to say, alot of ppl fell asleep,
including me lols...

hmmm looks like i wasted a few hours standing in the library ytd hai...
really dunno how to use the facilities in my sch library,
cos it is totally different from the ordinary library.

afte that went home le.

today, woke up ard 6.50,
bathed n went out.

saw jamie at the lift,
had manufacturing process, hmmm quite ok ba i should say, because alot of things had been covered by D&T
during my secondary sch days haha...
so was slacking also.

after that is material design application,
omg that lecturerer suck to the hell,
he is talking as though he is talking to himself, cant even listen to him, plus my friend behind was talking as they do not know that the lecturerer is talking lols...

to me, he is like wispering and he dont teach properly,
his topic anyhow jump,
and his teaching sucks,
low carbon steel contains 0.1-0.3% of carbon,
lucky i studied in D&T last time or else i will die, because this lecturere never even say 0.1-0.3 ercent of wat, same goes to medium and high carbon steel.

then after that jiu sat in high carbon steel, can see more carbon n less iron in that steel,
when we look through a micro scope,
how can it be?when the amt of carbon is onli ard 1% out of 99% of iren lols...

now lunch break haha slackoing as makan place now haha.

i will do watever that can help u.

hi everyone lols it has been a long time since i post le haha...

now i m in school, nothing to do haha boring,
fell asleep during engineering math 2 just now, very tired,
because woke up at 6.30 then starting class at 8 wah..

okok hmmm shall post about the past few days.

ok sunday,
went out wif dear.
hmmm it was a totally unplanned date haha lols...
went to find present,
walked around,
search for books in library tgt,
eat, talk have fun,
it had been a long time since we are so happy tgt haha.
i was been raped lols...
and dear said that i got the look of
been raped lols...
haha shall not say much about it here, small kids are reading my blog i think?haha lols...

monday.
wah first day of school,
boring,
so draw things on my book,dream, sleep.

first lesson is photo shop, although i know wat is going on,
but i just cant keep up wif my lecturer mark,
he is going so damn fast.

and his photoshop skills are WOW fast and good, he showed us wat he had done using photoshop.
and even combineing photo shop and some other softwares to design things,
dunno how m i going to do that in the future.

stress.....

after school,
went to kumon,
hmmmm...
is in quite a mess for d,e,f when i reached there omg,
although there is less worksheets to mark,
cos there are less students,
but the amount of student that is asking questions

is alot,
and ou xiang dunno how to explain,
in the end, when i took over, ppl starts to ask questions,
so i i have no choice but to clear their doubts.
haisss...

today, very tired, just now eg2= sleep, dream.
mark lesson, is the sketching module omg, need to do the journal again, same as last sem,
every week one sketch, write up, and new idea, wah killing me lor.

my hair will become totally white after this three years,
how incredible is that?
but not as bad as turning to total white in one night haha...

now haing break til 2pm,
after this is business and finance sian...
the textbook is $27.10
wah just bought it, heart cracking.

spending money on books,(something that i hate most)

3 hours of that until 5pm, think i will have a tough time,
as i dont have any basics of business.

ok i shall post till here haha good bye:)



i am very worried. :(

Hey i m here to update again haha...
mircale ba?

hmmm ok happy belated children's day n mid Autumn festival.

hmmm nothing special happened to me these few day,
still the same, having meal alone everyday, work n slack at home n some exercies.
hmmm eating alone is really very boring n lonely haha,
so ppl, if your need someone to accompany your to meals haha i m always free,
but having meals alone everyday seems to be not so bad either,
because i can train myself for not talking during meal time also,
which is part of the table manners lols...

hmmm dunno where to update from.
start from fri ba,
was wondering y dear did not go work during fri,
guess she was very tired also.
then my fri day is work up n slack n work until at night.

went back home n then chat wif lyndia since she is the onli one going going home wif me.

saw Nadiah at the bus stop also haha...
it has been a very long time since i saw a Red Cross friend le haha...

SATURDAY.
hmmm although is mid autumn,
still need to go and work for Kumon, cos is not a puplic holiday.
received a sms from sornam early in the morning, calling me to go and open the door cos she was trapped in a traffic jam and jw is sick.
then i said ok, not choice.
but when i reached, jw is already there.
i was like wtf.
after that dear and hp n lyndia went off first, sone they meeting nsyia.
left me n jw AGAIN HAI...
btw these few days was going hoe late cos my section in kumon always end late end up keep on solo wif him which is.....

after work, went home and rest, because u previous night i onoli slept for 3hrs, dont really feel like saying the reason,
after ther went to west coast for dinner tgt wif family.
after ther went to west coast park cos ah long wanna play fire and lentern.
was very shocked, cos there are alot of couple there plaing fire and having fun.
and come to think of it,

it was the firs time that my whole faily actually went out and play during mid autumn,
but dunno y, i just dont feel happy, my mood was way down to the bottom that night.

TODAY,
work up in the morning,
went to gombak for driving lesson then rushed to bukit timah.

after that wen tot find yee ping to discuss about the camp things at yew tee.

then go home le.

all i can do is admire,
it doesn't feel good to be with him alone.
hai...i m so slow...pantium 1

Ok haha the blogging feel just miraculously hit me haha...
so here i m le.

Hmmm had been doing some Kumon worksheets again,
but nvm is math haha..
cos i will be teaching math higher levels le,
so it serves as a preparation.

so that i can teach better.
hmmmm... dunno wat to post.
very lost now.

i dont see it, i am lost, there seems to be no light in the darkness.
i feel that i m been used, my life is like nothing.

a normal pillar, people wont care or even notice it.
but pillar is actually ery important, the stress that it is withstanding, is very huge,

it help without any complains 24/7,
but one day, it will fall no matter how.
when it starts to crack,
people then will start saying, OMG this pillar is cracking.
people then will notice.

maybe some of the human life is like the pillar,
that sad.

cant see, cant maintain,
but pieces of glasses was found on the floor...

Ok blogger got prob again, looks like blogger is becoming more ad more jialat.
now cannot chose font, colour etcetc sian...

Hais... for the past one week, a lot of things had hppened,
very lazy to elaborate here.
I feel that i am being used,
and mistreated, sometimes it is just not fair,
hais...

sometimes i just don't get how some human's brain function.
some ppl thinks that that person's actions is weird, unreasonable and xiao qi,
but some ppl will side that person, hais...
dunno y humans are so smart for wat,
smart until goerent thinkings, feelings and different ways of seeing things.


Ok haha i kow my entry is getting more and more boring, reading my complaints here haha.

hmm ok ytd went to red cros campsite for our ops team4 retreat. played a lot and bbq there,
haha fun, and dunno y, i became the person who controls the fire and charcols for all the three pits that was setted up.
lols everytime i am playing wif fire whenever there are fire in red cross although ops team4 got alot of guys haha.

i really wish that i can stay over night wif them la, cos is really fun being together with u guys,
can have night cycle, movie marathon,

hmmm but cannot, onli can go for bbq, and have fun on saturday.

OK TODAY,
woke up in the morning, for my driving lesson,
at first, drove around those farm at chua chu kang, then practise do starting and stopping on slope,
quite fun haha...

after that went home and stayed at home for the whole day.
initial plan was to go to se service center then after that meet dear for dinner,
but dear will be having dinner at her grandmother's house so cancelled,
then i also lazy to go haha so jiu stayed at home.

but regretted staying at home also, because kena scolded quite badly just by some small little things that had hapened hais...

btw took some quizes during the past few days from facebook haha.
first one IQ test haha my IQ was 111 sia, they said that it is higher than normal human beings,
and i know my IQ is one more higher than micheal jackson haha...he is 110, that is wat i heard of la.

second one is how many child will i have, and is one pretty daughter, an because of this quiz, funny things happen between me n dear haha.

3rd one is the death time quiz,
and i have a very scary and violent way of dying sia.
below are the details:

Date: June 1 of 2061 at 6:30 am.
Cause: Head smashed in by blue ice
Age: 70 years old

OMG MY HEAD!!!

last one is whats my life quote,
the results is,

A Friendshiop Quote: "There is no need to explain a situation because true friends will not need it and enemies will not listen anyways."

hmmm is good, but not totally good also haha.
ok contradicting haha...

hmmm ok nothing much to post le, good bye.